Jhetta Ebron - I Hate Feeling Like This Lyrics

I got a dutchie in my pocket
A dollar in my wallet
A nigga on my line who bout everything but honest
A girl who wanna leave she say we got too many problems
I just wish foundation was a little more solid
Say she gonna find somebody better, hm prolly
Go do what you want girl just don't bug me about it
Love you strong enough that I still wanna see you smile
Even if I ain't the one that make you happy shawty

And I don't really want you to leave
But it's clear that you don't wan stay
I could fight, I could beg, I could plead
But I know that your mind won't change
Nights are restless I ain't getting no sleep
Then I fight ya memory all day
When I know that you ain't thinking bout me
I don't know if this is love or pain

Maybe both
Maybe we can try again, maybe my maybes gone
And I been out here dating
Yeah baby I'm moving on
But still I feel connected to you somewhere in my soul
I hate that I wasn't chose
I hate that I ain't get the chance to fix all of my wrongs
Said I'd always love you and I knew I really meant It
It just never crossed my mind that it would ever be this strong

Swear that i ain't really want you to leave
But it's clear that you aint wan stay
Tried to fight, begged I got on my knees
Even then still ya mind don't change
Nights are restless I ain't getting no sleep
Then I fight ya memory all day
When I know that you ain't thinking bout me
I don't know if this is love or pain
Love or Pain