Yeah, look...
Think I'm insane me brain won't
Let me escape me racing
Mind, lie awake encased in
These walls, alone and vacant
Another Tuesday night I lie awake
Counting times I, f*cked up me life
Arrived at the conclusion I'm neither
Dead or alive, sometimes I
Try to erase me mind by
Snorting lines of the white or
Dropping bombs of MD my
Go to tonight's a joint I
Take two horse drags inviting
THC down me spine through my lungs
Straight through me bloodstream
To fill my brains vacancies
That are left in place of times I waste
Away in my room
21, dying soon
Got no to true sense of worth, esteem
I can't escape the truth
Think I'm insane me brain won't
Let me escape me racing
Mind, lie awake encased in
These walls, alone and vacant
'Cause me life's f*cked and I know
Got no choice but to look close
Sleepless nights up at like four
Counting times I was at fault
Not gon' cry past that shit, no
All the lies, told meself, slow
Dying inside, while I point my
Finger, anywhere but meself
Got no goals, interests, ambition
School finished I was left thinking where the f*ck do I fit in?
Got no friends, got no plans, tried college, f*ck that shit
Had a job or two, quit both times look I'm a f*cking waste of
Space, all's I do's sleep all day crawl on and on
Through me days, half-alive a zombie
Never whole, ridiculed by me father, me da
Telling me he's ashamed I'm his son
Wish he'd f*cked me ma with a rubber
'Stead he had me
Me ma's living under his fist, beats the f*ck out of her like a piñata
Burning a hole in the walls, see it all, if you know then you know
Can't escape, can't disclose, how I feel, no one close, need a rope
Need a gun, f*ck it all that I want
Is an end to the pain just a failure
A favour's what I'm doing for the world holding this gun to me skull, let it blow
Yeah...
Think I'm insane me brain won't
Let me escape me racing
Mind, lie awake encased in
These walls, alone and vacant