Jimanni - Pre Therapy (feat. Yomii Adamz) Lyrics

Brand new Chapter I sit back and I reminisce
Bout the stormy days but the cloud still hovers
When the pain gon' fade then my adolescence be bliss?
Spent so many years hurtin' under my covers
Sometimes I just wanna be all on my own
I don't need nobody I just want some time to find my brain
But people never understand they never feel my pain
Growin' up is a Trap and I'm just right in the zone....Hmmmmmm...
Bipolar Nigga got folks that couldn't deal with me
So they get they asses out I hurt 'em I don't know
Some be filled with hate but I never wished they would go ohhhh!
Really I don't give a f*ck u gone it means you ain't real
Used to beat myself up thinkin' I was the bad one
U can't play with my heart,right now I don't have one
All my pain I put in these verses I'm up all night
But when the song is over I'm just back to square one
Like a fugitive I be thrown back to my cell
To these demons that hunt me feel like I'm livin' in hell
No matter how I run my past catchin' up to me
I still anticipate the day I'm gonna feel free

I remember when it was just me and the music
Too much on my mind I feel like I'm boutta lose it
It's like everybody wants a piece of me now
Gave 'em what they want and now they never reach out
Tell me what the f*ck is happening
They just wanna see my actions
But that shit is distracting, yeah
I've been hiding, way too much that I've been fighting
I can't let you see that I've been crying
That's the reason I've been silent