Just Know It's Love Video (MV)

And even though we haven't spoken in a while
I just hope you know it's love
I feel like since my Nana's passed
The families broken up
Crazy how you all were there for me
When I was growing up
Now I got my own car
And I still don't be showing up
It ain't your fault

We're all stuck in our own ways
Im writing to you now because I miss the old days
Way before I was so empty 'cause inside I hold rage
'Cause family I've lost was never from old age

We've been robbed
Of time with loved ones
And I've got too many in that category
Don't want you to become one Between Grandpa Jim, Nana
Uncle Sal and Aunt Maur
The family's divided
Sad that I could add more

I miss chilling with my cousins
I miss laughing with my aunts and uncles
They're all dead inside now
Guess that's how cancer does you

But listen can we meet or talk on the phone
'Cause I'm so tired of only catching up at all these funeral homes

And even though we haven't spoken in a while
God I hope you know it's love
I know you see me sinning
Know you won't just hold a grudge
Know that I don't pray enough
Know you don't hear from most of us
All just doing what we what
And hope you open what's above

When it's our time
But please God hear me our for the most that matters
Pray that I know my way when I graduate broke and battered
Pray my mom is healthy and dad just quits his smoking habits
'Cause my heart's already ripped apart in broken fragments

There's no reaction
But there's pain in me
I'm at a wake I see
Someone in the casket
The same age as me
His closest friends mourning over him
It's sickening
Another angel taken
Can't explain to me how this could be

But
I know you have a purpose
That's why I wear this cross around me
Best believe I worship
That's why I always kiss it
Right before I write my verses
But right now I'm really hurtin'
For certain
I'm gon' keep workin'
Please don't give up on me

Say my name one more time
I need to hear you say it
I need to hear you say that
You're right here
And here to stay it
Drives me crazy
Everyday
The way
This love is played with
And I can't take it
My hearts racing
Only you could save it

I write so quickly
Thinking of you now
Just makes me sickly
I fall asleep
You're in my dreams
When I awake it hits me
I lay it seems
Tables shifting
Damn we're aging quickly
Just say you miss me
One more time
Because you may forget me

While you're with him
As if I'm in an hour glass
Thinking of our past
And before you know it hours pass
Somehow I laugh out loud at how
This lasts
And how I mask my feelings
Like I'm not about to crash

Right now I ask
Why my house feels empty without you
I've done plenty without you
Feels like millenniums without you
My computer memory's
Full of memories about you
Now that what you meant to me
And so many tendencies how to

Make you mine
Sometimes I feel I'm wasting time
Other times I'd race for miles
To have your waist on mine

Yeah

Girl I swear you're in my plans
And before I get the chance
I'll say it's f*** you in advance
Look what you put me through

I said look at what you put me through
Falling in love after getting *****'s
What a rookie do
The first time
I should've left it at that
But since you
I'm a mother****** expert at that

I've got no mercy
Ain't a ***** that's gon' hurt me
Hair slicked back
Jeans
Nike's and am old jersey

But I just hope you know it's love
I just hope you know it's love