jindo - burbank Lyrics

Hard to be realer now
Honestly, I don't know how to feel about
Shit been too real for me to process
F*ck buddy to spam, call that a process
Fell for the promise that love was for free
Now I'm f*ckin' with Cindy (she lives down the street!)
Bitch, who the f*ck is Cindy? (huh?)
I don't know, I just wished she missed me!

Recently, I been in other dimensions (uh)
Endure the pain enough to limit the tension (uh)
Grounded to the earth
Bitch, I wish I was
I've been wearin' thin
Time been movin' much
And round and round I drove the culdesac around my house (and?)
Well, for starters, I drink too much, I act too fast, I do too much for life to hold me down (aah!)
(F*ck it!)

Don't say it, don't say it, don't say it
Don't say it, don't say it
Emotional (don't do this now)

Don't say it, don't say it, don't say it
Don't say it, don't say it
Emotional (don't do this now)

Feelin' emotional
Benadryl for my sniffles and hypotheticals are ways that I cope with shit
And I'll cope with this
Like I felt your kiss
And I fell for dreams
And fall reminisces all year
Life's a bitch till the (uh) summer roll up
I'm a fruit but your bitch
Filled her (uh) açaí cup, yuh
And I admit it, I had feelin's, but the truth was, I was hittin' for the shit of it, bit of it
Did it even matter?
(Shit didn't even work!)
I know, I know, I know
Least her bed was better than the first
Shit...huh, I mean...yeah

I miss the real-
Silhouettes on my wall, etch into the crevices
I miss the real-
Cigarette dreams, talk to me, 'fore you venomous
I want the real you
I want the real me

Don't say it, don't say it, don't say it
Don't say it, don't say it
Emotional (don't do this now)

Don't say it, don't say it, don't say it
Don't say it, don't say it
Emotional (don't do this now)