Jink Juke - Stained Bones* Lyrics

I know how it feels to see your heart get broken into pieces
For you it's a state of depression, but for me it's my stained bones
I know how it feels to think you're the reason for this tragedy
For you it's a bad memory, but for me it's my stained bones for life

I'm so traumatized, I think I'm losing help
I'm so sad inside, I think it's catching up
I've been right to fight, but then I lose myself
Real men don't f*cking cry, yet I'm suffering life for real

I mean I think you're right, I think I talk to myself
I cry like every night, and I'm so sick of living in jail
I've struggled my whole life, I think I realize hell
God sent me, I don't feel right

Did I just leave my bed
Did I just kill myself
F*ck my life
Did I just steal the world

Everything's on a tick tock
Did you see me
Or was I good and petty
Can you see me

Am I too dead already
I know how it feels to see your heart get broken into pieces
For you it's a state of depression, but for me it's my stained bones to hear
I know how it feels to think you're the reason for this tragedy

For you it's a bad memory, but for me it's my stained bones for life