One of Those Days Video (MV)

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I guess this one of those days
I can feel the broken connection is multiple ways
Keep telling myself ima' change and act my age
Believable lies comes with this stage, uh (I gotta grow up)
I can't afford to lose, and I mean that shit literally
Last thing I lost you wouldn't believe the pain it did to me
Second guessing my life and how much shit meant to me
I know Karma's a bitch but I never thought she'd get to me
Only face the pain when I get locked in this space
I can see you from a distance but I can't face to face (nope)
And everything I say feels like it's going to waste
And still everything you told me safe (your shit locked in)
I don't want a love story because it's too dramatic
And I don't want to fall in love because it's post traumatic
But everybody want it bad like they supposed to have it
Knowing what true love is, is like my worstest habit
We catch flights to change the nights (change the nights)
But we ain't speak in days
It's been like seven months know I guess this how it stays
Even though we was in love we went our separate ways
We was on the same note but on a different page
My nephew Kasaan, probably my greatest gift
I missed his first but I ain't miss another birthday since (not again)
And I ain't wanna go to school but for some reason I went
I'm just mad about that money I spent, uh (mad about that money)
Acting like I'm cool, that's what I'm telling myself
F*cking around with these bitches man I'm losing myself
I never thought that I would change but I was shorting myself
I never thought that I would change but I was shorting myself
Acting like I'm cool, that's what I'm telling myself
F*cking around with these bitches man I'm losing myself
I never thought that I would change but I was shorting myself
I never thought that I would change but I was shorting myself, uh