I been through too much this year alone
Need some help but don't call my phone
Live in hell so I'm never home
Depression always leaking in my bones
F*ck around and I'll smoke you down
Cigarette for my health, leave me on the ground
Ash my soul when I'm not around
Straight street fighter keep me up all the rounds
Hey I'm praying every day
Though that's a lie I hope I keep my family with the faith
Don't let nobody die or that'll send me in a craze
This demon on my shoulder won't let me live a good day
Back to square one
Love is f*cked up
Lone wolf but I'm not a sucker
Buck up but I knock you f*ckers
Down, turn around and frown
I'm sounding it out bodies pile to the mound
Can't save yourself when you're only feeling down
Feeling so sad everyday
Look at my health and I'm filled with the plague
Sun never shines so it rains every day
Concrete my legs when I swim in the lake
This is a f*ck you to everyone who wanna leave me
Don't care about shit on this earth when you are deceiving
I'm so lonely
You see that I am so lonely
Nothing going right, I'm fake happy, keep it low-key
Middle finger to the world
Life's a bitch, and that bitch will keep you served