JLP - Hours Pass Lyrics

Hours pass as the sand granules just slide away
The last year I was keeping tucked in my hideaway
My mates changed into something I see slither
My brudduh I feel withered, that's why I was stuck on hibernate
And as for women, that's just as confusing
They quick to say they want you but then move on to a new ting
I Try to palm it off like there's plenty fish in the sea
But mentally that's still a battle l always been losing
So f*ck all that
I been savin stacks to buy a house
These cats just saving cash to try and buy an ounce
I been working OT
But sometimes I just wanna cop a brick
Break it down, Hit the road and go Flip it out
My homies know that I love the music but get distracted
Sometimes I feel like rap don't give me the satisfaction
So I go back to trappin and all my fractured habits
But if the Piggies catch me then imma be out of action
I keep it low cause I know that I been too quick to skits it
You Reap what you sow in this life, and I been losing interest
Maybe it's time I go pay my uncles and nan a visit
But they got their own problems and too stubborn to listen
I'll do it Dolo, cause nobody helps without a issue
All the things that I did on my own I know they wish to
Always stood on my morals n I Always been true
So Most don't know the half of the shit that I been through
"Where I come from yeah, I don't think that we love ourselves y'know
I feel we're abit self-destructive y'know
You learn to love yourself man you like
You learn to understand... What the f*ck you are
And that, that aint good for certain people because people that don't
Respect you the way that they should...
All of sudden have no place in your life anymore"
I cut my hair and started eating right but nothing changes
I take bad advice from my mates like I been living brainless
For many years I've avoided the hot end of a stainless
I'm just tryna break bread with the same crew that I came with
My 20s wasted on women that didn't love me
Searching for validation I never got from mumsy
Heart starts racing when that one chick try to buzz me
Cause I Been closed off to a world that tried to f*ck me
So how unlucky, I should air it and straight to DND
Cause Recently I aint even want to be JLP
People reaching me asking me to release
But it's hard to even breathe when all my demons wanna see me bleed
So don't be ringing up my digits on a banter one
I could leave your head ringing when you see the f*ckin answer come
I don't Want no beef these days
I'm stuck in a money chase and most these cats couldn't even handle none
I keep it quiet cause I don't wanna speak bout my problems
I Disassociate myself like I aint even got them
I aint Tryna see a therapist or go the doctors
But at the minute it's looking like it's My only option
If It Is to Be, It's Up to Me
And trust me this is meant to be, so I aint letting Anything try crushing me
So I appreciate the patience of everyone Waiting
For the tunes I'm making, so its love if you still f*ck with me