Yeah, it gets a little lonely when I'm sittin' in this room
Spittin' through this mic in a studio I built for you
It's like, I can see all that you've given me, I love it
God, I'm not no one to pout, and no, I'm not no one to bump it
But it feels like I'm missin' something
A lot of people probably think for me it's close to nothing
I disagree, it's too easy for me to say that I'm good and I'm great
When they ask me how I've been doin', it's been easy to fake
And no, it's not that I don't love this life I'm living
I've been given many blessings, but the one I'm missing really got me stressing
Cause it's hard to see my loved ones out there walking with their loved one
While I'm sitting here praying, like God, there's gotta be someone
Who gon' hold it down for me, it's been too many years
All this waiting got me feeling all this weight of all my tears
Just the thought of me finding my person is music to my ears
I'd be lying if I said that I don't fear that I won't get it, yeah
I'm still young, but I'm getting older
All these nights are getting colder
It was warmer way back when I didn't care about it
But now I care about it, yeah
This is how I feel, I thought I'd share about it, yeah
It's like a rollercoaster inside my mind
It's like one day I'll be fine
And the next I find it hard to find
Any type of reason for me to be optimistic
Voices in my head that say this hope is not realistic
It's a constant battle that I'm sick of fighting
Is there someone for me or for me
Is this really what life is? If it is, then I don't like it
Lord, please change it, I don't mind if
You gotta take something away, it's so hard to be reminded
That it feels like I'm the only one
Walking out here stranded, tryna find my other half
Cause half of me just feel abandoned
God, I know I'm just a man and it ain't wrong for me to want it
So why does it feel like I'm the man that is never wanted
I don't get it
God, I know it's lies
But it's hard to see the truth when all I see is what's in front of me
Nothing that I wouldn't do to find the plus of one for me
God, it's getting hard to not need company, yeah
I'm still young, but I'm getting older
All these nights are getting colder
It was warmer way back when, I didn't care about it
But now I care about it, yeah
This is how I feel, I thought I'd share about it, yeah
No one has heard, or perceived by the ear
No eye has seen a God besides you
Who works for those who wait for Him
Isaiah 64:4
So I wanna lift up that truth, that God
And enjoy that with you for the next little while
By focusing on what that verse means