jmarshhh - may your heart be your guiding key Lyrics

This is the ride, I hope you enjoy it all
I hope they pray for me when this is over but still before the fall
The winter came and depression didn't, so was I really living
Thought I was going in but it was already wet so was I really spitting
Did I really have bars like a good cellphone plan
Did they really approach my ex and say "hey that ain't your man?"
Huh
I mean I already know the answers
Yes, yes, yes, probably not
And if you walked the same distance in my shoes man, you would probably stop
And that ain't no shade or nothing, I'm just a light with a hat
I got like 5 heads like a hydra, jump on the back
I'll carry you around until you wanna get off and you can blame me for not caring enough
But I always just tried my best
I'm not a mind reader, I don't know what everyone wants
And when I was lost and didn't know where to start, I just followed my heart
I call this album number 2 but it's project 27 or something
So when I say forever, I mean it man, they can't tell me nothing
And no matter what, to me personally, the last verse is always the hardest
It might not be the smartest or the deepest
But it's always the realest, trust me
And if you're hearing this then I'm lucky
And if you're smiling then that's lovely jubbly
I went and unlocked all the doors so I just let all the consequences come for me
What am I gonna do, run?
I don't know about you but I'm tired of running
'Cause I have to live, I have a life to live, yeah
'Cause I have to live, I have a life to live, yeah
I got these journeys, I got adventures, I have all these places to go
I have all these friends to love, way more than they'll ever know, yeah
'Cause I have to live, I have a life to live, yeah
'Cause I have to live, I have a life to live, yeah
I got these journeys, I got adventures, I have all these places to go
I have all these friends to love, way more than they'll ever know, yeah