J-MAX - Suicide Lyrics

Lately I been upset, my happiness got up and left
I put a knife to my neck, then I was filled with regret
Now I'm feeling depressed, now I'm feeling stressed
I just wish I could rest, Oh my mind is a mess
Honestly I feel so low, I can't let anyone know
I hide I can't let it show, I just wanna let go
My life is moving so slow, why do I feel so alone?
Feels like I'm out in the snow, why do I feel so low? yeah

These thoughts of suicide keep running through my mind, I tell everyone I'm fine, yeah
The pain I have inside is so hard to hide, but I say I'm alright, yeah
These thoughts of suicide keep running through my mind, I tell everyone I'm fine, yeah
The pain I have inside is so hard to hide, but I say I'm alright

I never thought I'd feel this way, I'm feeling worse everyday
I tell myself that I'm okay, I tell myself it's just a phase
The sleepless nights I stay awake, why won't this feeling go away?
I want to see some better days, don't know how much I can take, yeah

These thoughts of suicide keep running through my mind, I tell everyone I'm fine, yeah
The pain I have inside is so hard to hide, but I say I'm alright, yeah
These thoughts of suicide keep running through my mind, I tell everyone I'm fine, yeah
The pain I have inside is so hard to hide, but I say I'm alright

I don't want this pain anymore, never felt so ashamed before
I'm sick of crying on the floor, this is the pain we all ignore, yeah

These thoughts of suicide keep running through my mind, I tell everyone I'm fine, yeah
The pain I have inside is so hard to hide, but I say I'm alright, yeah
These thoughts of suicide keep running through my mind, I tell everyone I'm fine, yeah
This pain I have inside is so hard to hide, but I say I'm alright