J-Miccs - Falling Down in the Ground Lyrics

Isn't it easy
When you don't need me
I'm falling deeply
You so damn greedy

Is this just a run around
Probably plan to gun me down
Take me from the truth
That I cannot trust you
And all the shit I been through
Makes it harder to follow through
I'm jumping out the plane
Just to remove all the pain
And
I need to fall
Before I lose to all
I'm trapped inside
But I cannot hide
No no
I've been hurting for awhile
It gets hard to fake a smile
It's trapped in my mind all day
It never wants to go away
Like what am I supposed to do
When you don't see my view
All the shit you expect from me
Is gonna be the death of me
I'm drinking down the shots
That's the only thing I got
I thought you cared for me
At least that's what I thought
But alone I am again
Back to taking all these meds
Bandaging myself
Try to get some f*cking help

I thought
I thought I would be okay
But now
Now I have no one by me

I- am falling
I said that I am falling down
Down in the ground

They always say it'll be okay
But I gotta say, I ain't feelin that way
It's hard to go on
So I'm writing these songs
I'm counting down the days
Until I change my ways
It's ok to be sad
But I'm on a whole different path
Starting to collapse
Damn that might be a wrap
Swear this life is a test
But I'll fail cause I'm too stressed
What a f*cking mess
And they really be f*cking wit my head
Swear they really want to see me dead
So I'm popping all of these meds
Im popping all these meds
Until I can not defend
When you say you needed me
Did you just pretend
Im alone in my bed
Drinking down the 5th again
But throw back to the days
When I was good back then

I thought
I thought I would be okay
But now
Now I have no one by me

I- am falling
I said that I am falling
Down
Down in the ground

Down in the ground
Down in the ground
Down in the ground