J.N. Macawell - It fucking kills me Lyrics

I know, I know you're not mine, and it shouldn't hurt when I see you with other people, but..
It f*cking kills me
We're miles and miles apart, but I know that we'd be perfect together
I know that you don't see it that way
The fact that you only see me as a friend, it f*cking kills me
We've talked and talked for hours, and I've gotten these thoughts
And I know you don't feel the same way
It f*cking kills me
It does, I'm dying, on the inside I'm crying
I know when you see me smiling, you can't tell that I'm lying
Cause it f*cking kills me
Late nights, late nights, we'd stay up
Late nights, late nights, we'd talk
Like there wasn't a million states between us
What I hated the most was you gave me the possibility
The thoughts and hopes that there was something between us
And it f*cking kills me
It f*cking kills me
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