Feels like I'm spiraling down
This illness drags me to the ground
Good days seem like they don't come around
Bad days linger all around
Feeling isolation in my mind
Pushing people away every time
Don't want anyone to see my cry
The pain I'm in it feels so high
Spiraling down can't find my way
Dark clouds hanging every day
Fighting to keep the light in sight
I'm trying to make it through the night
I see shadows in the night
They mock my pain and my fight
Can't find a reason to ignite
Lost my way and lost my sight
Feeling alone so depressed
Unloved and unexpressed
I'm not worthy of anyone
Feels like my light is all done
Illness cause my body to change
Body freeze falls on the ground
Neurological storms are so strange
All this weight is keeping me bound
Moments of hope they fade away
Struggling to keep fears at bay
Friends and family drift afar
Lost somewhere among the stars
But somewhere deep inside
A little spark tries to hide
Will I give up, or will I ride
Fight this darkness with my pride
Feeling alone so depressed
Unloved and unexpressed
I'm not worthy of anyone
Feels like my light is all done
Feeling alone so depressed
Unloved and unexpressed
Fighting to keep the light in sight
I'm trying to make it through the night