Jo Sea - Relax Lyrics

Suicide on my mind
For a long time
I know how this works
I know all the damn lies
I know you've changed perspective
I know shits getting hectic
Better not move too much
It will be over in a second

I remember needing friends like a damn fiend
I remember wanting to see my blood outside the stream
Suicidal Tendencies still somehow follow me
It's been days
It's been nights
I can't find no goddamn peace

Told myself to relax
Told myself to relax
Told myself to relax
Told myself to relax

If I don't, I relapse
If I don't, I relapse
If I don't, I relapse
If I don't, I relapse

Told myself to relax
Told myself to relax
If I don't, I relapse
Slit my wrist never that

But ever since thirteen
These demons and scary thoughts still haunt me
They always reoccure inside of my dreams
That's why I be barely getting some sleep
Been at rock bottom for way too long
They say that these pills will make me type strong
I think of days that are wasted and gone
How does it feel to always be the wrong

Always wrong
Never right
Down and out
No more fight
Inside of me
For the night
Let the demons
Take what they like
What they like
What they like
What they like
What
What they like

And if it's my soul
Just bring it back in one piece
Oh never mind
Wear it out
Leave me dead on the scene
In my bed
Noose tight on my neck
No more useless breath
Cause José finally dead
He's been put to rest
And he paid off his debts

Paying off my debts
From Jesus to Satan
Mind has been vacant
Heart starts racing
What am I taking
Chest starts aching
I know this scent
And it smells so fragrant
This type of smell I always notice
Swear to god it's so potent
I try and not notice but
I think she's here just to make me lose focus