Joaquin - bella Lyrics

I could always tell you were terrified
Of my weakened heart and my brittle mind
So I took my pills and I took my time
If insanity was healed I could make you mine
And maybe you were right, I'm a psychopath
Burning everything that ever loved me back
I pour the gasoline, when it lights I'm the one who weeps
And we were something larger than this life
Why'd I have to go and live a lie
Now Bella couldn't be mine if she tried
And I still pray that somehow this ain't true
Cuz even I believed in me and you
Now Bella's waking up with someone new
And I've tried to learn to live away from you
So I fill my time with things I shouldn't do
I still miss your love every time I move
It's selfish but I hope that you feel it too
And maybe you were right when you called it quits
Cuz sometimes we're hurting more than we benefit
Well I don't mind the pain I just wish we'd still be in sync
And we were something larger than this life
Why'd I have to go and live a lie
Now Bella couldn't be mine if she tried
And I still pray that somehow this ain't true
Cuz even I believed in me and you
Now Bella's waking up with someone new
And I know I'm calling late and I know I don't make sense
I'm a little bit drunk even though I said I'd quit
But I've had enough of this and I don't know what to do
Won't you let me come back home with you
And I know I'm calling late and I know I don't make sense
I'm a little bit drunk even though I said I'd quit
But I've had enough of this and I don't know what to do
Won't you let me come back home
And we were something larger than this life
Why'd I have to go and live a lie
Now Bella couldn't be mine if she tried
And I still pray that somehow this ain't true
Cuz even I believed in me and you
Now Bella's waking up with someone new