joaquin paez - Rusting Lyrics

It's no match for me
I'm scared to breathe the same air that you breathe
With your healing scars and the perfect heart I see
It's like a prophecy
A predetermined fate that's cursing me
With my ruined head and all my medicine
I think there's something I'm missing
I think I've gone awfully wrong
I know you say that you love me
Oh but who knows how long
I see the way that I'm rusting
I feel the way that I've worn
I know the person you fell with
Well that's not me anymore
And so I pull my strings
I rid myself of everything I been
Just like a puppeteer I'll change my gears for you
What if you're keeping score?
What if I'm worse off than before?
Oh my darling I swear I'll still love you more
I think there's something missing
I think I've gone awfully wrong
I know you say that you love me
Oh but who knows how long
I know that people are changing
But what if I changed too much
What if you wake up and realize
That enough is enough
What if it gets too loud?
What if my love burns out?
What if I don't know how anymore?
I think there's something I'm missing
I think I've gone awfully wrong
I know you say that you love me
Oh but who knows how long
I see the way that I'm rusting
I feel the way that I've worn
I know the person you fell with
Well that's not me anymore
I know that people are changing
But what if I changed too much
What if you wake up and realize
That enough is enough
I keep on missing appointments
And it all falls back on you
I know you didn't sign up for this
I know that you're hurting too