Confused Video (MV)

Spending day after day, sitting in my misery
I f*cked things up so I just sip this Hennessy
I hate to feel this way, like what's gotten into me?
I've been doing drugs, thinking that they fixing me
But nothing really helps, except for her attention
I talk instead of listen, when I just want to fix it
I know I acted different, please don't change your opinion
I think I forgot to mention that I've been hating myself
I don't care I'm getting views or increasing my wealth
I just want her by my side cuz that's the only thing that helps
Cuz if you couldn't tell without you I'm someone else
Just put myself through hell but I just wanna be ok
Because as of late, I've been letting myself go to waste
I haven't ate, I probably haven't slept in some days
Shit has changed, so all it seems my mind does is race
And contemplate
Every single one of my mistakes
I'm not ok
At least I don't just sit there and deny it
Lately I'm just surviving finding things to spend my time with
Instead I've just been crying
When I know I should be trying
I just find myself writing when I don't know what else to do
I've been getting views but what I really want is you
I've got some shit to prove but it just seems I always lose
I'm waiting for her to choose but she don't know what to do
And I don't know what to do
Why are we both so confused?
Baby it's me and you
It will always be me and you
There's no need to be confused
No need to be confused
We just need to figure out what the f*ck we're gonna do
What the f*ck we're gonna do