Joben - Ecstasy Lyrics

I ain't gonna lie, right now I'm
F*cking geeked
I had to get that re-up, so I copped twenty beans
Then I got to busting, f*cked around and snorted three
Now I'm f*cking zooted and I won't be getting sleep
Bumping peep, trying to make some sense of myself
Man RIP, that legend spoke my pain too well
The drugs and the music be the only shit that helps
But when it comes down to it, nothing really helps
That's just a lie I tell myself to make me feel better
I thought we we're forever but bitch I burned your sweater
That I said you could have, I hope you burned those letters
Or at least give them back, I can't keep it together
I thought we would last, but nothing last forever
Except for the scars, I got four on my arm
Cuz I took some bars
And I took those bars because you broke my heart
I know I got clean but now its back to the start
Yeah it's back to the start
You broke me in pieces, I got plans to stop breathing
Because of you leaving, I just want to know the reason
You left my wrist bleeding, left my wrist bleeding
Girl you never bled for me, I said you'll be the death of me
Yeah I love my ecstasy, you know I love my ecstasy
It won't get best of me, it won't get the best of me
Girl you got the best of me
I knew you would be the death of me
Girl you got the best of me
I knew you would be the death of me
Knew you would be the death of me
Knew you would be the death of me
Girl you got the best of me
I knew you would be the death of me
Always knew, that you would be the f*cking death of me