Joben - Hey There Lyrics

Hey Alexis
You know I got a scar
For every single time that you broke my f*cking heart
If you look down at my arm you'll know you tore my life apart
You really tore my life apart
Bitch I got a scar
For every time you broke my f*cking heart
If you look down at my arm you'll know you tore my life apart
And I'm just trying hard
To really understand this
I just feel the need to vanish cuz
My heart can't f*cking stand this
I can't f*cking stand it
I just feel the need to vanish
Man I can't f*cking stand it
You're fed up with my antics bet you think I'm taking Xanax
I haven't touched a drug but my mind's not on this planet
My hearts just feeling damaged cuz you want this to be over
I've been having trouble staying sober
While you're looking for some closure
You just want this to be over, so I'm drowning in this whiskey
If I decide to leave I hope your mad and that you miss me
Everyday it tempts me, if there's no love I can't stay home
Without you I'm all alone
Where my heart there's now a hole
There's no love left in my soul
There's no love left in my soul, thanks to you can't love again
What's this shit bout being friends, to me it don't make any sense
How come you want this all to end?
What happened to the love?
Why the f*ck you wanna be single, you should know that I'm the one
Instead you're f*cking done and now I have to run
Trade my love in for a gun, say f*ck it, join the navy
I begged for you to save, you said stop I'm f*cking crazy
A broken heart you gave me and it's aching daily
We could be like josh and Kaylee, but instead we're just strangers
The day I know the love is dead I'll lose all control of behavior