Joe Boccia Jr. - Soliloquy Lyrics

I got these voices in my head
Choices made instead
A fear so clear, campaign smear
I should have stayed in bed
I got this fur I need to shed
Words I haven't said
Just take a look it's in a book
I really should have read
What are you doing
What are you doing
Shut up shut up shut up shut up
Just leave me alone
You'll never make it
You'll have to break it
You have no power you taste so sour
Now leave me the f*ck alone
These voices speak to me
They tell me who to be
They run my life, I'm filled with strife
I wish could be free
Yeah these voices make me scream
Just give up on your dream
Hold me back and watch me crack
Here comes low self esteem
Is this worth it
Is this worth it
Shut up shut up shut up shut up
I know how I feel
You'll never learn
Unless you burn
Shut up shut up shut up shut up
I know what's real
Do you
Yes
You sure
Yes
Maybe you could consider a different career option
But I've come so far now
I don't want you wasting your life chasing some fantasy
You picked the hardest profession in the world
I don't know I'm not really good at anything else
You need to grow up find some stability that's the way to be
And if you never try you'll never know
Well I know but
Or at the very least you could try writing some less strange and more marketable
No likes this bullshit moping you aren't Elliot Smith you never will be
Oh just shut up will you I'm gonna do this even if it cost everything
Everything
Yes
Even your sanity
What sanity
Ah Touche
These voices bring me down
You can hear them throughout town
Saying you'll go broke
You're gonna choke
They caused Lyndon to drown
These voices do persist
Try my best to resist
Close my eyes and recognize
They don't even exist
I don't exist
You don't exist
That's it that's it that's it that's it now silence your tongue
Get back to work
Get back to work
That's it that's it that's it that's it these words must be sung