Joe Budhi - Meltin'` (Into Conciousness) Lyrics

I do nothing right
I was lucky to have you
Remember the last time
When I thought you were mine
But I always ate from your hand
I felt cold your hug
How soft and dumb
Now that you're gone
I see my manipulations
Unconscious
I forgot my passions
And purpose so I asked for help
To the rope and dope
And the blade never lift me up
Now I am
Meltin, melted so melted
Into consciousness
Meltin, melted so melted
From the inside out
Now I go back
I do nothing right
That`s why you've been gone?
I've could get better grades
But I know you never care
Oh beautiful moment
When I noticed
You stole my innocence
And now I am a work in progress
I'll be the man you've never been
Trauma will not be why they're here
For the love I give since I am
Meltin, melted so melted
Into consciousness
Meltin, melted so melted
From the inside out
You'll never be free
You're the weakest being
I'll always be the ache
In your abdomen
No matter how much you sleep
Or the pills you take
I'll be raising
In your memories

I am the bad treating
To people that you love
I am the lack of air
While you dream
I'm the constant in your reality
The black hole of your life
Meltin, melted so melted
Into consciousness
Meltin, melted so melted
From the inside out
You're thought like reality itself
Like a cloud you'll go away
You'll come again
But I'll be stronger every time