Now I see
I used to be lost
And then I found out
I didn't have to be
It was up to me
It's all up to me
I was lyin'- lyin' to myself
Somebody else was lyin'
And I was caught-caught in between
Now I'm free- how I see
It's all up to me
Up to me
It's all up to me
I used to pretend
I was this- I was that
Pretending
I was wrong-but that's allright
Now I see- it didn't have to be that way
It's all up to me
It's all up to me
Up to me
It's all up to me