Joel Laskey - Bluebeard Lyrics

Bluebeard operating out of fear
I made in one month what you make in a year
Got through my revenge I told your ass the truth
You tried to make amends I lived through the abuse
Bluebeard operating out of fear
I made in one month what you make in a year
Got through my revenge I told your ass the truth
You tried to make amends I lived through the abuse
Nineteen I was tryna smoke for free
So I sent a girl a text I was tryna score a G
Her life was just a mess nobody would ever see
But I was tryna f*ck her friend, her friend with double ds
All a sudden, something came over me
Something was in the mix, something I couldn't see
Something turned to a problem, a problem I didn't need
Cause I had fallen for her and she had fallen for me
Heart was racing, my mind was blanking, the shots she taking
To all the others a mess, yeah to me amazing
She fell asleep on my chest, yeah a sweet embracing
I was not like the rest, man I stayed behaving
Time passed and man did I get screwed
Cause she demanded a break so I demanded the truth
Our future was looking bleak so I just followed her rules
For months we just didn't speak until I found out the truth
Bluebeard operating out of fear
I made in one month what you make in a year
Got through my revenge I told your ass the truth
You tried to make amends I lived through the abuse
Bluebeard operating out of fear
I made in one month what you make in a year
Got through my revenge I told your ass the truth
You tried to make amends I lived through the abuse
It took some months until I could do fine
Nobody can have you unless you can be mine
Somebody with more money, somebody with more time
Somebody might fix problems. somebody he might die
I had a rule, you pushed the line, and you broke it
You made me look like a fool, ya showed your hand you exposed it
Nobody could ever love you I truly think that you know it
Rock bottom is fairly deep, you sitting just right below it
Come on, at that party were you f*cking that dude
You f*cked him, you f*cked his friend, did you f*ck for the shoes?
I had another best friend were you f*cking him too
Cause if the money stops coming what the f*ck will you do
In 5 years I hope you sitting there lonely
You gone be bragging to dates, lil shawty you used to know me
I turned the promise to actions, I hope it's killing you slowly
You saw the bodies in closet and thought you could ever know me
Bluebeard operating out of fear
I made in one month what you make in a year
Got through my revenge I told your ass the truth
You tried to make amends I lived through the abuse
Bluebeard operating out of fear
I made in one month what you make in a year
Got through my revenge I told your ass the truth
You tried to make amends I lived through the abuse