I'm almost sorry for making you feel special
Got a 40 cup poured I'll pour it right to my temple
When the night time comes I'll pour it out for the Devil
Shawty drank the bottom shelf I promise I'm top level
At the top level top devil flashy like a watch bezel
She just want insurance shawty he ain't even got dental
She want the real thing she can't even cop rentals
Turned me to a monster all you had to do was not meddle
She talked shit to someone who paid the bills
Betrayal is more than action it's something you gotta feel
Depression is everlastin it's nothing you can conceal
The sadness is just a fraction of something that's very real
Like the big boss Rick Ross something you can't lip lock
Grabbin on my chain baby I just f*cking drip sauce
Keep it shining baby I'm just like your lip gloss
Put me on your lips and you will never have a big loss
Goodbye and farewell
And you hate that I'm well
Now it's hate me or f*ck you
But I hate that I love you
Now I know that things change
But I can't keep waiting
I hate that I love you
Don't waste your time can't wait forever
It hurts more knowing that nothing matter
You talking about a divorce I'm talking bout something sadder
You breaking down on a plate rolling it like Mick Jagger
Lil Shawty a rolling stone and honey I'm just a rapper
If we could back up to the start then maybe we'd still be friends
You playing me like a fool I'm playing it to the end
Was playing with indecision I'd never do it again
I'm saying you ain't that special not trying to make amends
I did the most turned you ghost then I fell to my lowest
An ounce of care you wouldn't share cause you just couldn't show it
Three years I lost my grace it took you three damn days to fill my place
You did for him but you couldn't do it for me
No matter how much I cried you wanted to see me bleed
If breaking down fix problems congratulations its free
You wanna see me do bad well baby it comes with ease
Goodbye and farewell
And you hate that I'm well
Now it's hate me or f*ck you
But I hate that I love you
Now I know that things change
But I can't keep waiting
I hate that I love you
Don't waste your time can't wait forever