Joel Laskey - Nobody Knows Lyrics

Some days I wanna wake up dead
But I got money on my mind I got make this bread
I'm sorry momma I don't know if I'll make it
I hold the weight of the world but my back is breaking
I won't ever ask for help cause I know I can take it
Everything seems fine cause I know how to fake it
I got a lotta people riding on me
Some people praying I fold like some origami
Found my Yoda but I called him Don Sharni
My old man well he more like Giovanni
Givenchy and Louie don't matter to me
I just want love man I hate being gloomy
I hate that its at the point
Where I get so sad need to smoke a joint
Suffocating, we feel like we making noise
Hide the problems but we know that's not the point
Snap a pick, light up quick, everybody wants some shit
How bout now, like me now? Please stop riding on my
Where I'll go I don't know
Having dreams of sold out shows
Just dreams of sold out shows
I'm gone nobody knows
So just smile laugh awhile
Take my shoes and walk a mile
Cause I'm gone nobody knows
And I'm gone nobody's knows
Get drunk get f*cked up
Imma party all night till the sun comes up
Gotta drive I'm pretty drunk
Will I make it home safe gonna test my luck
In the booth I'm too turnt up
Treats my beats like the beach cause we get burnt up
It's big dreams, I'm nineteen
Been depressed since six that's a hell of thing
Lost my crown fell down and I'm barely a king
Go away for awhile I'll be better by spring
Duck my phone I'm feelin alone
Cause lately Minnesota just ain't my home
I'll take the bullet, straight to the dome
I drown in alcohol, cause to me its cologne
Try to fight all my problems but I'm breaking the bone
Got some terrible vices that you probably condone
Where I'll go I don't know
Having dreams of sold out shows
Just dreams of sold out shows
I'm gone nobody knows
So just smile laugh awhile
Take my shoes and walk a mile
Cause I'm gone nobody knows
And I'm gone nobody's knows
Having conversations with this bottle, like he my best friend
But girl your my best friend
I won't lie
I know it hurts some times
I wish I could make the past rewind
Back before the pain
Back before the fame
Back a couple years before making something out of my last name
Cause I girl I wanna give you my last name, no lie
No lie this is love
Cause when I'm witchu girl I don't need drugs
I can turn down cause you lift me up
Been hurt in the past that won't be us
Hair long do I look like Russ
You could draft me to your team, I won't be a bust
You a bad little ting, leave your ex in dust
Get a house by the coast cause we know it's a must
You can have all my love can I have all your trust
Cause you've been hurt in the past but that won't be us
That won't be us
That won't be us
That won't be us
That won't be
Where I'll go I don't know
Having dreams of sold out shows
Just dreams of sold out shows
I'm gone nobody knows
So just smile laugh awhile
Take my shoes and walk a mile
Cause I'm gone nobody knows
And I'm gone nobody's knows