Joel Poe - 5 years too late Lyrics

I held you close, in the dead of night
He was on your mind, while I was in the light
In that outdoor shower, with the stars above
Gave you everything, but you still wanted more
In those moments, felt like you were mine
Under the water, while our bodies shined
It's so hard to admit but your heart's not free
If we tried the first time
Do you think you could've loved me?
Wish it wasn't, five years too late
In the shadows, realizing fate
Just the two of us, crossing a line
Now it's sad we have to leave it all behind
If one day, you look back, I'll be gone
A memory in the dusk, a forgotten song
Just let it go, I'm gonna let it die
Breaking the cycle, I'm leaving you behind
We tried to dream together, but it slipped away
I thought we'd make it work if I did it all your way
But I know you're torn, caught in between
Wanting to be mine, when you still belong to him
Wish it wasn't, five years too late
In the shadows, realizing fate
Just the two of us, crossing a line
Now it's sad we have to leave it all behind
If one day, you look back, I'll be gone
A memory in the dusk, a forgotten song
Just let it go, I'm gonna let it die
Breaking the cycle, and leaving you behind