Joevon - It Felt So Real Lyrics

It felt so real
Don't you do me
Don't you do me
Lying on the phone like you knew me
Don't you do me like that
Don't it do me
Don't you do me like that
I got a hole in my heart don't you do me like that
Steady lying on the phone like you
Hold up
I got a hole in my soul don't you do me like that
It felt so real
It felt so real
I hope you never get over the way that I made you feel
Yeah yeah
I Had a lot of time to think cause I spent hours on the plane
My emotions unavailable I run when I'm in pain
When I think about you leaving me I wonder what I gain
I'm hoping you don't leave
Remind me what you did for me I did too much
I'm too scared that I was losing you I did too much I hid too much I wish I could've been honest when you did too much I trip too much
I wish I could've been modest when I give too much but I give too much of me
Yeah I still remember you turning up for me
I want your body are you burning up for me
I'm scared to lose you so I lie about my feelings
I let it go so I can focus on the healing
I had a dream about our love but it was different
I try to think about the ending when I miss it
It felt like I was happy but I'm only reminiscing
I got an open wound around my heart can you kiss it
I got a hole in my heart don't you do me like that
Steady lying on the phone like you knew me
I got a hole in my soul don't you do me like that
It felt so real
It felt so real
So real
Never get over
Never get over
I can't do this on my own
I wanna try I know I won't
I felt so stupid I believed
That you can't make it without me
I felt so lost and never found
I keep a distance from you now
I gave it up cause I can't heal I wonder why it felt so real
I got a hole in my heart don't you do me like that
Steady lying on the phone like you
I got a hole in my soul don't you do me like that
It felt so real
It felt so real
I hope you never get over the way that I made you feel
Forever on my mind
You mean like 7 worlds to me
Wanna hold you an the time
Even when you can't get close to me
I feel lost when I'm at home alone
I want you in my arms
Scared my heart is getting cold
Don't wanna cause you any harm
When I see the way you look at me
I fall in love again
If you could see the way you look to me
You'd finally understand
It takes a lot of thought to know
Just how I really feel
So I talk and talk and talk to you
I just want it to be real
I'm dishonest with myself sometimes
I don't take time to heal
Get tired of myself sometimes
And wonder why I'm here
Wish you could read my mind
So I would never have to think
Wish I could see you all the time
I would never wanna blink
When I talk to you I feel right
I never feel alone
When I fall asleep without you
I never feel at home
Kinda scary I'm obsessed with you
I don't know how to shake it
If I couldn't end up next to you
I don't think I'ma make it
I'm in love when I make love to you
I don't know how to fake it
Feel anxiety right now
Theway I felt it yesterday
When you hold me while I'm down
I know that everything's okay