Joevon - Praying Lyrics

You keep wasting all my time
Tryna tell another story
Fill my cup with lies
Don't know why I let you pour me
Tryna find a better love
I know that she adore me
I don't need the validation
I want you to hold me
Cause I can not get over you
I'd rather have you dead
Erase what you imprinted
In the back of me head
You knew that I was done
Why the f*ck you make me say it
Why can't you be the bigger one this time
I been praying
Yeah
I ain't f*cking with this game when I get played but I play it
She beg for my attention I don't need it so I pay it
Steady asking how I feel but it don't matter I don't say it
You begging me to stay when you f*cked up but I ain't staying
Don't say I don't remember what you did cause I been sober
You told me you was done with that shit then you did it over
I'm tryna let it go cause I just want to be myself again
But I know how this shit gon' end
I was praying you would come to me this time
Know just what I'm thinking but you playing with my mind
You keep wasting all my time
Tryna tell another story
Fill my cup with lies
Don't know why I let you pour me
Tryna find a better love
I know that she adore me
I don't need the validation
I want you to hold me
Cause I can not get over you
I'd rather have you dead
Erase what you imprinted
In the back of me head
You knew that I was done
Why the f*ck you make me say it
Why can't you be the bigger one this time
I been praying