Post Limerence Video (MV)

I still don't understand
But I'm trying the best that I can
Things felt so real back then
Guess it was all just simply in my head
Why do I still feel this way?
There's so much more that I wanna say
Do you think about me too?
Or have you moved on?

I don't wanna see you with someone new
I want nothing more than to have been the one you chose
I don't wanna have to finally let you go
If I do, then what does that make all the love I've had stored?
I don't wanna pretend that I don't care anymore
I cared so much, why was it not enough to make you wanna stay?
I don't wanna forget every moment we shared
I wish I could live through it again, you were my best friend

I can laugh and joke all I want, but deep down it's not enough
It seemed like you really got me
At least that's how I made you out to be
What parts of love did I lack?
Why won't you just come back?
Are your needs even meant for me?
Or have I been waiting for nothing?