Joey Alberona - Realizations Lyrics

I pickup on how much I've changed, ever since that fateful day
The day when the world ended, the day I was left stranded
Is it normal to feel this way?
Like with every second, I'm going more insane?
Is it just a consequence of pain?
Or is there more to say like how...
I get these realizations that some things just aren't meant
No matter how much I tried, I could never change your mind
I get these realizations that it was never gonna work out
I was always left let down, I'll always hope it'll come back around
I get these realizations that maybe I did deserve better
They would always tell me that, but I never wanted to acknowledge the fact
Looking back at those moments, I don't get how I didn't just quit
I was so determined, I was much more committed
I wonder how you viewed it
Was it something worth keeping?
Clearly not, now that we know the ending to this story
I get these realizations that some things just aren't meant
No matter how much I tried, I could never change your mind
I get these realizations that it was never gonna work out
I was always left let down, I'll always hope it'll come back around
I get these realizations that maybe I did deserve better
They would always tell me that, but I never wanted to acknowledge the fact
I realize now it wasn't what I thought it was
But still, I felt so in love
I finally felt enough
When I really decode the words that you would say
They all make sense, I should've known
But I didn't want to leave and go
The realizations of our deep relations leave me sad and wondering if I'll ever feel again