I've been up for days, thinking about how I'ma get paid
My old girl getting laid, she don't even know she getting played
Every now and then I think about her, I just wish that I could take the bitch up out her
Sometimes I wanna leave the Earth, I don't wanna die, I just don't wanna feel hurt
My mama said, Joey, you been blessed since birth
So f*ck what you said and f*ck what you heard
F*ck who you with now, I don't wanna wait my turn
I could be a baller, I just gotta hit the growth spurt
My brother like 6'1", and he gon' make me make mad funds
As a child, I was mad fun. I don't smile, I don't know what happened
It's cause I think about the money that I lost
And I think about the lives that was lost
Like, what if that happened to one of us
But f*ck the negative, cause I'm a boss
Or at least that's what I tell myself
I almost f*cked around and shed a tear, but then I had to check myself
In my heart, I never had no fear, but what if I don't make it
These are things I understand ain't given, so I gotta take it
And you try to step up to the chef, I'll fry you like you bacon
But back to what I said before, I don't think she love him
I just think that she be sex deprived
So she forced herself to meet a guy
When she really ain't want me out her life
I told her, baby you gotta take it slow
Take it one step at a time and call me up from time to time
Tell me that you're doing fine
I could never take you out my mind
And now it makes me sad that I never got to call you mine
But that's just how the cookie crumbles
Promise you'll stay out of trouble
And when the dog be barking, you gon' give that bitch a muzzle
Trust
Vulnerable
I remember my grandma always told me, you gon' meet women, and women gon' come into your life
And they gon' always have somebody from they past that will always have access to them
One person
Is that one special person
There will always be one person that will always have access to her no matter what she says to you
And another thing she said was every time you date somebody
You always have to remember you are really not the one she wanna be with
The one she really want probably just wouldn't get his act together
Damn
Them two things is stuck with me forever