Joey Wixx - Rap God Lyrics

Never sleep at night never getting my rest in, stay awake forever I never end up Resting
Trying every day to get rid of my damn Depression
But no matter how I try, I'll never reach Perfection
My mom takes my shit tryna teach me a lesson
It's honestly a good thing because I'm Obsessing
Yeah, Over a girl, why's everyone Testing
The mind of a psycho, nah bitch don't text me
Sick mother f*ckers that's around always Molesting
Poor little children and that shits Disgusting
No ones trusting
The mind of Joey
Never have a mustang
Never have a Porsche
Never make it through high school
Imma sleep on a porch
Taking drugs of all sorts
Daggers and swords
Happiness or razors bitch whatcha want more (Yeah)
I just want death is that to much to ask for
I didn't think so, I'm nothing no more (Nope)
Every single motherf*cker round me
Has torn, out my bones, and left me sore
Why you gotta hurt my soul
Never did anything behind your back
But you did me
Waiting for the day that you stand up and ditch me
Im a rap god I dare one of you to diss me aye

I mean I'd understand why
I say I don't wanna die
But them words are a lie cuz I
Have felt all these feelings I never feel real any
More I don't honestly know what The f*ck i'm fighting for
I don't understand these people who put up with more
Than I have but I don't think it's possible, I can now say that my sad is Untoppable
I can now say that my mind is unstoppable
Dealt with you off and on, now I'm restockable
I beg on my knees can you please just stop it all, yeah

Then I found a girl and the shit got real
Never needed to smoke, never needed a pill
But I started it up, just so I could feel
Like she gave a f*ck, I have that feeling still
Then I found a girl and the shit got real
Never needed to smoke, never needed a pill
But I started it up, just so I could feel
Like she gave a f*ck, I have that feeling still

I'm a rap god never was a f*cking someone
I can spit fast, but it still means imma no one
If you f*cking hate me f*ck you blow one
I don't need you, leave and have fun
I will make it on my own
Welcome to the Joey show
In the circus, broken circuits
Shock me back, to the earth and
The galaxy hurting. Introverting
Going backwards, counter querkin
Ghost they haunt me shower lurking
Shut yo hoe bitch close them curtains, aye