glitching up Video (MV)

How can I tell?
When feelings are overdue
Is it all real?
When I'm still not going through
Postmature frames
Decided I'm decided for
It's always the same
Treated like a child at core

Give me like a 14, 15, stuck in 19's body
I feel like a joke
Give me like a 16, 17, stuck in 20's body
Pivotal, critical
I'll give you like an idk what else to do but tell you now
I'm tired
Of trying to prove myself

Tired of
Sighing
Cryin'
Fightin'
Backslidin'
Glitching up my whole life
Wishing I could manage my
Feelings but I
Always just bottle it up

So fetch me if I go awry
Call me if I'm not alright
I know
I'm so
Dramatic in my buggin' mind
Achromatic in my blurry sight
I know
I'll grow

Give me like a 14, 15, stuck in 19's body
I feel like a joke
Give me like a 16, 17, stuck in 20's body
Pivotal, critical
I'll give you like an idk what else to do but tell you now
I'm tired
Of trying to prove myself

Tired of
Sighing
Cryin'
Fightin'
Backslidin'
Glitching up my whole life
Wishing I could manage my
Feelings but I
Always just bottle it up

Even though I don't always do what you want
Even though I'm written in a different font
You love me
You love me
Why?

Even though I don't always do what you want
Even though I'm written in a different font
You love me
You love me
Why?