Johan Bendz - I told myself it wasn't cheating Lyrics

I told myself it wasn't cheating
Just a harmless game we were both playing
But those late nights, those early mornings
Did you ever meet her before the warnings

Were you blind, or just pretending
Hearts in the dark, on lies we're bending
Did you know, would you confess
Or keep it hidden, leave me to guess

Was it ever real, or just a lie we lived
Did you think of me, when you had nothing left to give
Is it her face you see, when you close your eyes
Was our love a truth, or just a disguise

I wandered too, through silent whispers
In shadows found, my heart's eclipsers
Did you sense it, did you see
The tangled webs we weave, just you and me

Was it meant to be, were we ever right
Or just a star burning too bright
Is it worth the pain, the secrets we hide
Or just lost time on a broken ride

Were you blind, or just pretending
Hearts in the dark, on lies we're bending
Did you know, would you confess
Or keep it hidden, leave me to guess

Was it ever real, or just a lie we lived
Did you think of me, when you had nothing left to give
Did you think of me, when you had nothing left to give
Was it ever real or just a lie we lived
Did you think of me