Johc X - How I Feel (I'm Okay) Lyrics

Yeah I spent some time with myself
Now I'm okay (Now I'm okay)
Had to rebuild myself
Can't go back to my old ways (Can't go back to my old ways)
I've been chilling with these bands
And I gotta crack a cold case (Gotta crack a cold case)
I got lots of people asking me how I've been

I've been

Trapped inside these thoughts (Yah Yah)
Worrying about how shit will end (How shit will end)
Or maybe how this shit will start (Woah Yah)
Been trying to touch these stars (Skirt Skirt)
Thinking maybe I went too far
I got lucky with this four-leaf clover
It's too late to start over (It's too late to start over)

Been around since day one
Thinking to myself (Thinking to myself)
In a matter of four years
That I'll crack the codes (Crack the codes)
Maybe owning a mansion
With some five-star hoes
But it's all an illusion

I had these rockstar dreams (Yah)
Without any means (Yah)
But when it comes to me (Huh?)
I rather not be seen yeah (Yeah Yeah)
Went from a happy kid
To a low substance fiend
Trying to make this shit work
With these low-end streams (With these low-end streams)

I feel like I got robbed (Feels like I got robbed)
Or maybe I should stop (Maybe I should stop)
There were many nights
Where I just prayed to God
Like "Lord can you help me find the right path?" (Find the right path)
I promise that I'll never go back (I could never go back)
Can you please cut me some slack?
I know haven't been the best
Maybe failed all your tests (Failed all your tests)
I'm sorry for thinking of you any less (Thinking of you any less)

I've been a people-pleaser
I thought this shit would be more easier
But now those same people
Praying on my downfall (Praying on my downfall)
Had to block it all out
Crack a seal, drown in some alcohol (Yah)
I just realized they don't want me here at all (They don't want me here at all)

They don't want me here at all (They don't want me here at all)
They don't want me here at all (They don't want me here at all)
They don't want me here at all (They don't want me here at all)
They don't want me here at all (They don't want me here at all)

Yeah I spent some time with myself
Now I'm okay
Had to rebuild myself (Let's go)
Can't go back to my old ways (Yah Yah)
I've been chilling with these bands
And I gotta crack a cold case
I got lots of people asking me how I've been (How I've been)