John B. Jones - I'm Not Home Lyrics

Got a little screen inside my head
It's a rerun of all the words you might have said
She's talking of the words I should have ate
Said you figured it all out
But then it was dawn and I was late

Well, I'm not home
Yeah, I'm not home

Slipped into the bottle in a made-up place
Ever since I knew I saw the drowning in your face
Someone got me cornered in a corridor
Says I'm all talk and I ain't got spunk anymore

Hey sis, don't you know
I've given up control
Since then I just know
I'm better off alone

But I'm not home
Yeah, I'm not home

Kid you got me down with no defense
It's gonna f*ck me up cause I ain't gonna make other plans
They talk all tough, Well I know it's a game
And I'm stepping up the dosage now cause I'm tired of today

Hey sis, don't you know
I've given up control
Since then I just know
I'm better off alone
Hey sis, don't you know
I'll do this on my own
If you don't let me go
I'll do this on my own