The John Bisagna Disaster - Lost in the Brambles Lyrics

I get invited to parties, But people make me nervous
I say that i'm busy, but i'm not busy
I just happen to be out of, cell phone service
Now i'm lost

I used to be smiley, I used to have ambitions
But i couldn't take rejections, So i gave up
I used to be happy, But now i'm not sure
All the doors are locked, And the wolves are closing in

I'm lost in the brambles, Never accused to ramble
On the occasion that I speak, My argument is just too weak
Nothing is the cause of it, Everything is random
Good and bad are just points of view, I wish i could be someone new

She gave me a chance for redemption
Time and time and time again
Nothing ever changes, Stare at the wall for ages

I want to get myself a present, But i can't afford it
Bills, rent, and food for kids, Go rent a movie instead
We made plans for the weekend, but when we got there it was raining
So we went home, Watched that movie again

I'm quietly screaming
My head is filled with so much screaming
You wouldn't believe it, Don't worry I won't sing it

She wants to know what's wrong, But I don't want to say
I laugh in her face, She clears her plate and leaves the room
Never leave my bed again