John S - showup Lyrics

It's just empty sex
And nicotine
I wash my hands
But can't get clean
Stressing cause another scene
Hollow love with no feeling
Absent minded lightning
Knock some holes into some walls instead
Lose my head and then I lose my friends
Drunk and seething sinking in again
White flag white flag
Gotta give me time to mend
I'm decomposing
I'm slowly rotting
My body's aching
I need saving
So will you show up
Was it all a lie
When you told me that you'd
(Show up)
And I know I tried my best
I know even better that it wasn't enough
So I guess I failed
When I said that I'd
(Show up)
Drunk and saddened still
Interdependent and
Crawling around again
Blood on the knees and then
Deluge of saline
Coming out the nose and the eyes and
The words that she speak
Only hurt til the end of the week
With a drink on the glossary
Coasting through fights
And I'm thinking of big words to say
Same shit on the same day
I'm not asking you to upstage me
But maybe you could come and hang out
You could make it
If you didn't hate me
Outcome coming out
With no sound
I'm decomposing
I'm slowly rotting
My body's aching
I need saving
So will you
(Show up)
I need saving
So will you show up