John S - WANTED Lyrics

Feels like it's never-ending
Forever's not enough time
Stop pretending
Groan when it's time for forgiving
No one round to keep me living
Common sense has truth
But it's got nothing to do with that
A sentimental youth
But I guess I blew the roof off that shit ooo
Personal break leads to promises
Splintered, and cracked, and subdued
It's nothing new
It's nothing new
It's nothing new
It's nothing new
What if I wanted to breathe
And I just needed some space
I get caught chasing my peace
The path keeps me in my place
I just feel so f*cking crazy
She confirms I'm insane
Intent don't matter none
When did you get so profane
My purpose
Feel worthless
Deserve this
I'm better than none
No chance
To revert this
Just lay in the mud
Like you've won
The sun has darkened
It's harking back to a time repressed
So empty
Mask broken
Lie and tell me you did your best
What if I wanted to choke
Would you let me fade away
Could the affection evoke
Spoken words to help me convey
That when I bleed on the floor
It means that I want to stay
The stains have changed the pattern
But I'm still the same
I'm still the same
Still the same
The frame of mind has slightly fractured
Play the game
I think you lose when you get raptured
Left behind in the dust
Sucking wind
Lost your trust
Don't have a place to go
Not a home
Nor a love
Cursed to roam
Till I'm shoved
Pushed face-first in the dirt
Further still
Make it hurt
Isn't it funny
Isn't it funny
Won't you laugh
Isn't it so funny
Isn't it so funny
Isn't it so (crazy)
What if I wanted to laugh
But then it felt like a crime
So now when I try to scream
The pain makes me want to die
And when you call me a fake
I know the truth hurts sometimes
I never wanted to break
I always meant to comply
I never wanted to break
I only want to survive
I never wanted to take
I never wanted to lie
I never meant to cause pain
I made the choice to deny
I only managed to break
And now I'll never retry