on my own / johnathan's skit Video (MV)

Tears are falling till' my eyes are red
Sitting' in a bubble of my own dread
Half my heart was ripped away
Needing' someone to sit and stay
Lately, been taking bit by bit
Feels like I'm sinking down in a bottomless pit
Said i did it on my own, yeah
On my own
On my own
On my own, yea-aye
Now I'm waiting for my feelings to pass by
Can't confront them, they say I'm too shy
Won't think about it, it's probably in my mind
Or maybe I'm just falling behind
Feeling like this might all be a phase
Would anyone bother helping me anyways
Got no calls to fill up my phone
And now I sit here on my own
On my own
On my own
On my own, yeah-aye
They say I couldn't sit with the kings
But now I'm rapping circles
I'm already pulling strings
JHEATH ain't nothing less
Got my alter in they mouth like gassing press
Keep it real, I've been grinding all my life
Enhancing all my skills got em' sharper than a knife
This the beginning
Like Adam and Eve
Ludacris at the fact that
They think imma leave
Lemme re-introduce myself
My name is Johnathan
Can't wait to meet myself
Expressive, loud, sometimes impatient
Signs matchin' up so we must be adjacent
Legal in weeks can't wrap my head
Gimme all my props, I'm hungry for this bread
Was on my own, but now I'm grown
Couldn't help myself, cuz now, I'm not alone