All of these visions I'm painting
I'm scrolling I'm Rollin ten shots to the brain
Yea
Take a look at my life
Thinkin back what could I change
Cuz I hate the way that this mirror paints me
Bad decisions just keep on chasing
And I swear to God I think I'm going crazy, yea
Start square one
First cigarette that I had, now I'm done
Take me back to my better days
When I would lay up and talk to her
She don't know but my heart still hurts
But I'm the one who had made it worse
And I'm really sorry, I regret the choice
When I see ya face it just takes my voice
You were the one that would listen to me
Make all my thoughts feel so special to me
And for selfish reasons I done took a leave
Now all I do is bark
Time to turn a leaf
Got this migraine time to take Aleve
Sorry Paris, I done f*cked me up
Sorry me, I done f*cked me up
Swallow pixie sticks that are full of drugs
I ain't got no trust, so who's to love
Broke down white boy, Lucifer's thug
Tryna get a plane ticket just to feel above
Tryna get a plane ticket just to feel ya hug
Tryna get a plane ticket just to feel ya love
And I'm knowing that this stupid
These thoughts in my mind
Gunna make me f*ckin lose it
The pad and the pen
Are the only things I'm using
To boost this
Feelin that I have
About you
Got choices that I wish had never made it through
I hear these voices
I'm not lonely in this room
We all got choices
So you better pick and choose
Been through the noises
Let me come and help you too
This lead is poisonous I think I just saw the truth
Back to back
Then I'm spitting in the booth
My mind is trapped
But it's time I let it loose
The universe is evil, need a switch or two
Guess its my fault (Yea)
Guess its my fault (Yea)
You don't need me, let the mind talk (Yea)
Guess its my fault (Yea)
Guess its my fault (Yea)
You don't need me, go and let the mind walk
These issues of trusting are real
It ain't fake
They was copping a feel
On my nuts
For pounds to steal
I let this white boy take me
On a crazy
F*ckin trip
I had let you in my crib
When my trust was already f*cked
Then you went and set me up
Like what the f*ck
Anyway
I know I've done some wrong
Lost some friends from stupid thoughts
In hardened chalk
Like walking broads
Sorry I f*cked yo girl
I ain't mean it
I was thinkin from the penis
But inside I know it wrong
(Know it wrong, Know it wrong)
Guess its my fault
Guess its my fault
Guess its my fault
Guess its my fault
You don't need me, let the mind walk
Guess its my fault
Guess its my fault
Thoughts have always been a spark
In the dark
Walking in the park
Freddy, Jason
Come to stalk
So I got to leave a mark
On they jaws
Broken jewels
On ya tooth
What I got to lose?
Depends on who you asking
Prodigy or Johnnie's magic
Keep on flashing all the way
Even if the clouds turn grey
Cuz f*ck what a picture paint
Tryna make a picture frame
Not the picture lame
Pick ya lane, I ain't tryna sway
Get the f*ck up out my way
(Out my way)
Got choices that I wish had never Made it through
I hear these voices, I'm not lonely in This room
We all got choices so you better pick And choose
Been through the noises let me come And help you too
This lead is poisonous I think I just Saw the truth
Back to back then I'm spitting in the Booth
My mind is trapped but it's time I let It lose
The universe is evil, need a switch or two
Got choices that I wish had never made it through
I hear these voices
I'm not lonely in this room
We all got choices
So you better pick and choose
Been through the noises
Let me come and help you too
This lead is poisonous I think I just saw the truth
Back to back
Then I'm spitting in the booth
My mind is trapped
But it's time I let it loose
The universe is evil, need a switch or two
Guess its my fault (Yea)
Guess its my fault (Yea)
You don't need me, let the mind talk (Yea)
Guess its my fault (Yea)
Guess its my fault (Yea)
You don't need me, go and let the mind walk