Johnny Lerec - Agonizing Lyrics

Agonizing, fantasizing
Watching from afar I could not
Stop it if i wanted I just
Sat there while it happened, it was

Torture pure and simple
I could mingle but instead I tried to

Drink it down like water
Wash it over, like it meant the world for
Both of us depending on the answer to a simple question
You and I
You and I

I could have
Died I surely tried to mask some
Lies with my desires, I soon stopped
Hoping I must hold it till the
Scent of ash reveals my inner

Fire it's required only
When outside is pouring down on

Everyone is joking
And I'm losing my composure right when
All seems lost
They're walking down the aisle as we watch them hold hands
You and I
No more time

I forgot to smile while everyone
Sat there pretending it was
Fine I'm losing, I'm not brooding
That's what i get for postponing
Life

I forgot to smile while everyone
Sat there pretending it was
Fine I'm losing, I'm not brooding
That's what i get for postponing
Life, it sucks but I am tough
Remember I was there no matter
What you wanted, I provided
Shelter for your thoughts and held your
Hand throughout the night while shooting
Stars fell down and danced above us both