Johnny Top - Spent on Me Lyrics

She had nine dollars once
Then she spent about eight on me
And I'm not broken but I look like it
I've never tried so hard not to be
I walk around in this fine sand no relief not a drop to drink
But some things are given slowly
Some things aren't given you think
I've been chased so long too long you just might say
But I just can't get a smile I don't deserve one anyway
I've become what I used to hate though I hated myself before
And there's no remedy that I know
So I resent myself even more
Broken bones of mine you're to weak to stand on your wounds
And if something's so f*cking beautiful I wouldn't know but you do
I've been chased so long too long you just might say
But I just can't get a smile I don't deserve one anyway