Johnny Velcro - Curtain Call Lyrics

I'm sitting with my notebook, I'm looking at the page
The pen is in my hand, yet I'm still too afraid
To face all of my problems, and writing will not solve them
If it's closure I'm after, then who am I to hide?
I know I make no sense, but I know I'm getting close
Cause now I understand, what I always needed the most

My curtain call, a little tired, a little late
And now I've gone and lost it all, see no crowd, hear no applause
Cause now it's so clear to see, the whole time it's been right inside of me
So now it's time to take a bow, shows over now

Am I too prideful to let go, or am I just not ready?
To forget all I've ever known, I don't wanna fade away
So if anybody is listening, I'd like you to hear me sing
This is all I have to offer, for peace of mind
Cause I can count a million times
But I can't count from left to right
The amount of times I've failed to find
Any meaning in this life

My curtain call, a little tired, a little late
But now I've gone and lost it all, see no crowd, hear no applause
Cause now it's so clear to see, the whole time it's been right inside of me
So now it's time to take a bow, shows over now

Shows over now
Shows over now