Johnny Velcro - Inside Out Lyrics

I'm stoned and lonely, and feeling f*cking useless
Comedy isn't helping now, and neither is music
I don't know what to do besides lay here and exist
I can't bring myself to reach out for anyone to assist
I don't know what the hell I deserve anymore
They say I can do better, but no one else is at my door
So I'm saying this, because the silence only hurts
I can't keep living my life stuck in reverse

Take me apart, split me down the seams
So you could see me from the inside out
I can't take one more night, saying everything's alright
Not even amnesia can help me now
Now now

How do people sleep at night, causing others pain?
Even if I tried, I would drive myself insane
I never want to take the risk cause most the time I find
That the reward is not always what I had in mind
I'm too scared, so I try to look and find out why
I'm always asking questions, always- always thinking twice
I push my friends away just to try and avoid a war
They don't understand when I can't take it anymore

Take me apart, split me down the seams
So you could see me from the inside out
I can't take one more night, saying everything's alright
Not even amnesia can help me now
Now now

Something's with me lately, I can feel it in my heart
I can't find motivation, I don't remember where to start
I can't write a progression or think of any pretty lines
Maybe that's cause I can never look me in the eyes!
Cause I always tell me lies and that I'm gonna be okay
But lately I still wanna cry, wanna look the other way
I've seen me at my best, and I've seen me at my worst
And the one thing that I know is that I'll never put me first

Take me apart, split me down the seams
So you could see me from the inside out
I can't take one more night, saying everything's alright
Not even amnesia can help me now
Now now

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