Johny Locus - Laziness Lyrics

If I stay inside this bed then it's over for me
I could do this for myself but I have a family
All my failures in my head, is it over for me?
I can't stay like this forever with extended family
See my wife depends on me like the church with Jesus
Ain't no time to let her down I do have my reasons
I don't suffer with depression but I have my seasons
The ghost that's haunting me at night is overachieving
I'm defeating me
Sometimes I wonder if I act more like the enemy
I'm the cause for all my losses and the grave is deep
But I can never visit past my closet is my limit so I stay asleep
I went to sleep and did not wake up
Dream about the things I always wanted
What I have will never make up
This laziness I have is never wanted
I went to sleep and did not wake up
Wake up
W-Wake up
I went to sleep and did not wake up
Wake up
W- Wake up
I went to sleep and did not -
I been thinking bout my bed since I left the house
If I want to get ahead then I'll persevere
My achievements are a few hope is running south
Is there anybody here who can help me out
My dependence on the Bible is significant
I'm afraid to walk away and lose my innocence
I been dodging my desire to be lazy and deceiving
What I'm reaching for is more than just deliverance
I'm defeating me
Sometimes I wonder if I act more like the enemy
I'm the cause for all my losses and the grave is deep
But I can never visit past my closet is my limit so I stay asleep
I went to sleep and did not wake up
Dreamt about the things I always wanted
What I have will never make up
This laziness I have is never wanted
I went to sleep and did not wake up
Wake up
W-Wake up
I went to sleep and did not wake up
Wake up
W- Wake up
I went to sleep and did not wake up