Let Me See It Video (MV)

Walking in a season of disbelief it's amazing
Struggle to express my downfalls keep waiting
I can see the laughs, whatever bro's in your faces
Anxiety mixed with my faults I can taste it
I can never tell if I victimize or faking
Every day I smile on the inside I'm vacant
Over shared already you still here you patient
Fear taking over it's me vs creation
Over protective my mind taking a turn
I can learn fast my issues no concern
The memories of hurt I take what I can burn
Straighten out the rest I'm not talking a perm
My father always said son stay strong and firm
Now my heart hard I gained from what I learned
One of my defeats is never learning to love, It's hard to know what's love when love was never enough

Let me see it
Where it go
Do you still believe it?
Where's your hope?
If I don't achieve it
I'ma go
Quitting is my reason
Not a show

The last one here I put everybody in front of me
Causing me pain is normal I put it under me
Chair sitting high this junk forget what's under me
Piling up the hurt is what people hear when I'm mumbling
Damaging myself this self affliction is heavy
Defending all my habits it sometime seen as petty
Calling up to God no response I'm never ready
Hiding under rock is the goal if you let me
Free will
I know I could this won't be healthy
Be real
The cards I'm dealt are never steady
Free will
You choose to play em when you get em
Be real
I can choose and not be ready

Let me see it
Where it go
Do you still believe it?
Where's your hope?
If I don't achieve it
I'ma go
Quitting is my reason
Not a show

My emotions always inside out
Always been a fan of the one called doubt
Hate to blame anxiety, never met sobriety
Maybe I should now watch what's in my mouth