Voicemail Video (MV)

Barefoot in the snow, getting colder and colder feet
Not lying, I'm online to see what time you go to sleep
Keep everything out, its like I got a goal to keep
Heart locked up, only your fingers hold the key
Only one plate on my table; I wait 'till its cold to eat
And way too often feel the need
To talk or see you, just a peek
It ain't good, its what I need
I'm only human; live and breathe
I hope right now you live in peace
I dig my grave, I'm digging deep
A ton of tears I'm trying to keep
Feel my skin and all the rain thats underneath
Do you feel sadness or relief?
Are you in shock or disbelief?
Was my choice to cut the leash
Didn't think that my board would hit the f*cking reef
I feel your presence in my clothes and in my sheets
Its been months, its been hours, its been weeks
First time you saw me when you thought I was a hobbo or a creep
I actually thought u were the most beautiful girl i'd ever meet
I pull 'em up, my heart too big, don't fit my sleeves
Im not a slave, got too much pride, not on my knees
When I'm at home and all alone I swear to god I feel the grief
Don't call your phone cause we got promises to keep
I hear the tone dial on its own when I try to go to sleep
I hear your voice calling me fish while both your eyes look right at me
Both your eyes look right at me